coward

thinking back what u had done to me,
i just feel like scolding u " COWARD"!

now, u keep quiet.
u 're pretending we do not know each other.
then, i advise u, u better disappeared completely in front of me.

after N months, u told me, maybe one day we can back to the normal, just like the before.
I told u, this is "IMPOSSIBLE".
i am no longer belong to you.
i am free, just like a flying bird in the sky.

when i told you i got him, u showed me that kind of reaction.
u 're totally an ass hole.
u gave up our relationship.
so ,u shouldn't give me that kind of reaction and reply.

why u posted this in your facebook???

过去的事情真得不能重来 不要做了自己后悔的事 没有给你该过的机会了 珍惜眼前人 你不要她有很多人等着的咯 不适合的话给机会别人来爱她 也让别人来爱你吧！！！

Fuxker!
stop saying all these things.
u did not have this qualification in saying this.

anyway.
yesterday was yesterday.
nothing can be done on yesterday again.
what can we do now is do whatever we can do on today.
don't waste any single second and minute.

the past was over.

For sure, i m only loving him right now.

he is really caring about me.

seriously,i hope he will be the last.

i won't betray him.
i hate that kind of feeling when someone is betraying you.
although u had done it to me, but i took it as an experience.

bye COWARD!
i m gonna forget u.

sing out loud

Holidays, i m keep on going to redbox.
I just wanna SING OUT LOUD with friends!

=(

it just a tiny problems.
but ,it became sensitive issues between us.

sometime, i m wondering.
should i, or shouldn't i?

should i follow my own way?
or
should i think of u before doing everything?

should i say out whatever is inside my heart?
or
should i think 1st before saying it out?

should i care about myself 1st ?
or
should i care about u 1st?

i 'm selfish.
i know.

but i really care about u right now.

NTU's tour

Today , karen and i became mingyan' body guard, accompanying him to Marsiling MRT station for purchasing a samsung OMnia 2.
WOOooo~

Mingyan's Newly bought Omnia 2.

After that , we went to NTU for meeting paul, Ah chew and ah poh.
Thank for bringing us to visit your school NTU.
Uni- life is very different with poly.
we should enjoy our poly- life.
Because it is not so stressful if compared with uni.

All the best to Ah chew , ah Poh and Paul.

My man

he is a guy,who is loving me right now.
I 'm loving this guy too.

i 'm sorry, i not a good gf.
i 'm not a caring person.
i 'm imperfect.
i 'm not pretty and sweet.
i 'm just an ordinary girl who like to laugh out loud.
full with nonsense and childish talk.
i behave like a boy, because i wanna protect myself.
so please.
understand me well, before saying "ILOVEU"to me.

i admit that , u 're awesome.
u 're sweet and caring.
u treated me nicely and carefully.
u had touched my heart.

i appreciate whatever have been done by u.
Thank you.

question mark

there 's always a lot of question marks' re storing inside my heart.

i 'm always asking myself
should i ? or shouldn't i ?

what is hiding inside the bottom of my heart ?
it is too deep inside, no one can understand me well.
even i myself also cannot .

fingers crossed

god bless me for my final exam.
i know i must do it well.
but i realize that i cannot focus on my revision.
Attitude,habit,weather,people, environment ,atmosphere are all the contributing factors.
I'm regretting.
again
and again.

My night is still young.

i wanna study hard.
i promised to you and myself.
My night is still young.

i feel so guilty.
yun dated me out,
but i could not go.
she is leaving on 23rd feb.
i feel so bad.
i need to prepare my final exam.
but, i' ll try my best to meet her up asap.
probably i ll rush back to JB after my last exam paper which ended at 4.30 pm.
Gosh! so late.

Sorry guoming and weeloon.
what i had promised before, now, i could not make it .
SOrry~ i can't go out with both of u for "团拜"
hais. =)

How can it be?
Why my CNY is like this?

Man in the mirror ~

Man in the mirror

I'm gonna make a change,
for once im my life
It's gonna feel real good,
gonna make a diference
Gonna make it right...
As I, turn up the collar on
my favorite winter coat
This wind is blowing my mind
I see the kids in the streets,
with not enought to eat
Who am I to be blind?
Pretending not to see their needs
A summer disregard,a broken bottle top
And a one man soul
They follow each other on the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change
(Na na na, na na na, na na, na nah)
I've been a victim of a selfish kind of love
It's time that I realize
That there are some with no home, not a nickel to loan
Could it be really me, pretending that they're not alone?
A willow deeply scarred, somebody's broken heart
And a washed-out dream
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me
I'm talking with the man in the mirror
I'm asking you to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that..
CHANGE!
(You gotta get it right, while you got the time)
('Cause when you close your heart)
You can't close your... your mind!
That man, that man, that man, that man
With the man in the mirror

A doubt ~

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go ‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away And today I’m officially missin’ you I thought that from this heartache, I could escape But I’ve fronted long enough to know There ain’t no way And today I’m officially missing you Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially... All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at all Well, I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say that I-I’m officially missin’ you Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby But I see there’s something I just can’t do From the