Happy 20th birthday ^^

Thank you dear and my fellow friends .

Had a well birthday celebration!

kelly 潘佳丽: 被爱的女人

kelly 潘佳丽: 被爱的女人

在镜子前面

我是个被爱的女人

他就在门外

这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前

我还是单身的女人

爱若缺了缘份

我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真

为什么被爱 有时却觉得悲哀

为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来

为什么相爱 日子却仍然空白

为什么你 走不到我的未来

让爱固定下来 我不会永远青春可爱

我的美丽要你的温柔 帮我保留下来

让爱固定下来 我和你不要不要分开

我不要爱一再一再彩排

我不是每次失恋后 都能重新再来

nsl prac test

Study hard from right now.

practice more.

common test is coming soon.

i found that panda is quite cute.

An email which forward from adrian .

haha.

my Goal

Today, NSL teacher asked me to choose to become an ICU nurse in future. Sincerely, I dare not to challenge myself.She said my personalities suit this department.But, the problem is i don't feel like working in this kind of stressful environment.In ICU, you must be very careful, otherwise patient might die easily in your hand.

Should i work in normal general setting ward or should i challenge myself to work in ICU? anyway, it is still an unknown. even if i apply for ICU, i might not get into it.

Anyway, study hard wanring. maybe i can set this as my GOAL right now.

Things that have to be done

1. Nurm class test ( 25/5 Tues)

2. Resume letter and cover letter ( by next week Monday)

3. Nurm reflective journal ( 4/6)

4. NSL practical test ( next week Tuesday)

5. WPD interview ( next week Tuesday )

6. Youth Olympic Games 9 Modules ( 30 May)

7. Common Test

i found that i can't focus on my study after i have him.

i can't blame him.

Is my fault, i should learn how to manage my time, how to force myself.

At this point of time, i really need some motivation.Maybe he should give me some incentives.

i must control myself, back to the past, back to be kiashu wanring.

i must finish up my assignments early, because i had learned from mistake.

just bear with it for awhile, holidays are coming soon.

I 'm so sorry my dear.

P/s: i hope he can manage to repair his sis 's Wii. =)

overwhelmed by your love

he made me feel sad and happy again.

overwhelmed by your love

Iron man =)

Finally i watched IRON MAN 2 just now.So far, i had finished watching ice kacang puppy love, ipman2 and iron man2. Now, i don't feel like watching any more. No movie is attracting me right now.

Today, i drank it school. Friend bought Vodka from shanghai and he brought it to school. 40% seh! i only drank a bit, taste like strawberry medication. we mixed it with coke, otherwise, it taste awful. 7 nursing students were doing this silly thing in school, it was FUN. Now, year 3 , we have to enjoy and try to challenge ourselves more. haha

insecurity

Insecurity exists in my heart.
Human are complicated.
Secrets do exist in our hearts.
We couldn't share.
we couldn't forget.
Sometime,just don't know how to share with you.
Sometime, just speechless.

i should know how good you are, and not your bad.

i just could not stop sleeping

what's wrong with me.

i must study and work harder.

i don't want to be a slacker.

it wasn't me

i did some silly things again.
i should finish it early.
i hate last minute.
i can't forgive my stupidity.
stop complaining ,wanring.

penny happy 20th birthday!

My dear , penny.

i am so sorry.

=(

i know that i am the last one who wish you happy birthday.

so embarrassing.

^^

anyway, it is still 10th may!

wish all you dreams come true babe!

Hope you can do well in your coming final exam.

keep in touch.

hope to see you soon!

=) assignment

i' m gonna to spend my saturday and sunday on my assignments.i have to write a thousand words literature review. Yuck. i didn't even touch it at all. it is due on this coming wednesday.

=(

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Finally , i watched "ice kacang puppy love" with him.I wanted to watch it for quite long time ago. This Movie, not bad, slightly touching.In this movie, malaysia accent was found in everywhere. So funny man! It is a Typical malaysia production movie.sometime, i really can't stand it. sound awful!

i just couldn't smile in front of you at that time.

i'm sorry.

ya everything seems like my fault. ehm, ya sorry.

Youth Olympic GAmes in SG

These past 3days, i went for YOG (youth Olympic games) training. It was fun. i did learn a lot of things from Singapore armed Forces (SAF). Basically, being a paramedic or assistance is a bit different with a nurse. Critical thinking of a paramedic must be very strong and firm. They have to react rapidly on the scene and make the correct decision quickly and accurately. Paramedic is awesome!

I shouldn't regret signing up for this event. I believed what i had learnt during the lesson, will benefit me a lot.

p/s: some army boys really look great and they are very nice also. haha.

sometime,i just felt disappointed to you. you couldn't understand me well. Actually, we can't understand each other.

it was a fairy tale

After waking up in the early morning, every unhappiness was forgotten. This is what i usually do.

sorry

i couldn't tell you what happen. i just knew that i can't say it out. it is because if say it out, more troubles i will suffer. Just bear with me.

u are a liar. i am a liar

The promises that had given to me were beautiful. i was overwhelmed by it before. but , do u know, it do hurt me.

i remember that U said, "i hate people give me a fake promises". u told me "do not give a promise to me if you can't make it."

Do u know i also thought in that way? Same here, u had told me something that u couldn't make it. U are a liar. i am a liar too, because i know how to act nothing in front of you.

So,please mind my and your words.

time

i found that i am a slacker right now. Everyday , go back home, sleep early, i didn't even open a book an study it. Although sleep early can make me more focus on the lesson, but there is not good if i waste all my time on sleeping. Admittedly, i am not good in managing my time. 3rd year, should be very stressful, however, i can't feel it right now. i think i lack of motivation right now. Is time for me to be Kiashu a bit.