gals' outing !

gals' outing ! 2day supposed to celebrate denise post-birthday,although it was passed edi,but at the end,bcm ......hahah^-^

denise,karen,yujian n i!

yun,karen,yujia and i!i m good in taking photo by myself! haha!

they hv nth to be posted!

5 of us!

asked secret recipe 's staff 4 helping us took!

mushroom sup damn nice! secret recipe!

penny punya restoran! woo! she is the bOSSS!

happy ending^-^

~wanring muack!~

HCA 29.12.08!

HCA's day!
this activity is totally for cambodia trip 's members ^-^
before going to Cambodia,we must dedicate something ..
our school gv us 50 % discount ,so that we r supposed to do something for the sponser..
went to ttsh HCA,where is a plc for the patient who going to end up their life..
they are mostly stage 4 cancer patient..
they 're willing to join us, although they noe that our performance are not as good as the others..
they 're cheerful, they are happy! they live in happiness and without any regretful!
i love their attitude toward the lives! i hope miracle can happen and save their life..
whatever it is,i think they 're happy for our coming ^-^..
i was enjoying in it!
after that ,we had out lunch in mcd with lecturer..
damn cool,25++ people all ate in mcd! haha!


The smiling faces were drawn by them!!!!

bck hm! luckily new custom not jam! or else i ll die! arrghhh!..

~wanring muacks!

5sn1 gathering

i feel like drinking it now

whatever that was passed,it 's passed already..
gathering was supposed to be happy ,but ended up with emo+ing.
I miss my friends,i hoped can chat with them till dawn till forever..
But,it didn't last longer..my small little dream,was burst at that moment..
it was changed to a nightmare.
i never have a chance to tell all of U about what was happened to me during this year..
all of U also never give me a chance to continue my talk..
I didn't blame anyone,anyhow ,anywhere..i just blamed myself..
we didn't see each other almost one year,something that is can't chat through phone ,through msn..

BUt after one year,before i was going to this gathering,i decided to tell u all,bcz u all r my friends.
now i 'm thinking whether it is too late to tell u all?should i tell the truth?

i'm a person,who will say out something when i 'm sure ,i' m confirm..
after one year,when i was saying out,i never expected that it was like that..
it was hard to controlling my tears at that moment..i was trying ,but it was flowing out from my eye's corner..

some of U 're supporting me,some of u' re hating me..
But now i 'm feeling happy,bcoz no more secret between U and me .
i 'm free..
although saying out the truth was making me suffering in it,but i already opened my heart n telling all of U about me..
now is depend on U,whether u want to accept the truth or not..
actually it just a small thing, but i 'm over caring about ppl's view on me.

sometime, u don't know what U had said was hurting me DEEPly..
but i didn't blame U,i just hoped that everything can start over again and forget it.
U r not me,u don't understand my feeling at that moment, what u had said myb ll affect the way that i look at myself..

Thank ♥ AJ and ♥ william,i never expect that 3 of us can sit down together and have a good chat..
feeling weird but it is a nice experiences..

from that incident until now,i dunoe hw to make myself calm down,how to make my mood turn bck..

my mood was from the highest jump down to the lowest...just a few second.

everytime ,accidentally thk bck it,my tears' ll automatic drop out..

dunoe hw to stop it,just hoped♥ time will make me forget all the things..

sometime,i m thinking that if i won't say it out,ntg ll happen,all ll be the same..

telling out the truth only ll make me feel even worst..

what shall i do now?

sitting there and do nothing..sleeping ,i thk is the way to make me happier..

anyway thz to those ppl who is concerning abt me.thz U so much!

♥ ~wanring-♥

RCS 2008

last night, bought a canon printer in pc fair...

carrying the printer and walking to cs 4 waiting my frzs cum n fetch me to the camp site..

i stayed overnight in the chalet.

printer was damn heavy and i need to carry it n walk to cs,i noe a lot of ppl was looking at me at tat time,bt i dun k!

HUTAN BANDAR, is a plc that i had a lot of fun with my dearest friends..i miss them..

i miss the old time! miss !!

i love ppl telling me the ghost stories at there, i love it..bt now no ppl tel me anymore..

PBSM always organises the camping (RCS) at there..

last time ,i always go thr bcz of PBSM,now no more..

i told myself i wont go next time..it 's truth!

the feeling is totally different whn i was going to thr,i cnt feel excited..
myb the ppl is changed ,bt the plc still the same..

i felt boring , i feel sad...

miss the old buddies! really! i hope i still a pbsm ahli..

i enjoy chating wif them!

i can laugh i can cry wif them!

i miss !!

woke up at abt 8 am,rushing bck hm,with mingfang..thz mingfang help me carry the sux printer!

on the way to the cs,mingfang accompany me to take my new IC! haizz luckily it is vy fast!

now the new custom was opened, the place to wait the bus all changed edi! feel pekcek n angry!

i really prefer old custom,it is easier to me! haizz GOD BLESS ME

*wanring muacks!*

Merry X mas!

MErrY X' MAs everyone!!! woOO!!!!

OMG i m feeling 3 weeks holiday is really nt enuf for me!

i need time!

Santa ! gv me TIME!!!!

this 3 weeks ll be vy vy bz ..

i nt fel like bck to school!

i miss U!!!!!

wanring muacks!

LAst day of my 1.2a Clinical attachment!^-^

LAst day of my 1.2a Clinical attachment!^-^

overall,this attachment is still not bad! now i feel that this attchmnt is easier than last attchmnt,myb i edi get used to it..actually the staffs in this ward quite friendly,but oli the GOVERNER is buLL SHIT! dun ask me who is the governer! i cnt tell u all! haha!..last day will always the happiest day! hehe ^-^ actually i gt a lot of thgs wana share wif u all,bt lazy to write it down! anyway i ll start to enjoy my 3 weeks holiday lo! yeahpiIII!!!!!!!!!

pls : guys grap the pic frm my friendster!

wanring Muacks!

Marina Square Steamboat! ^-^

rainy day! eating steamboat is the way to enjoy our life! went out wof katie and shuting!we went to marina square at abt 5.30 pm..since this is a buffer! haha eat ask much as i can! WOOO! dun waste money ya!anyway ,it is a nice plc! ^-^

wanring muacks!