question mark

there 's always a lot of question marks' re storing inside my heart.

i 'm always asking myself
should i ? or shouldn't i ?

what is hiding inside the bottom of my heart ?
it is too deep inside, no one can understand me well.
even i myself also cannot .

fingers crossed

god bless me for my final exam.
i know i must do it well.
but i realize that i cannot focus on my revision.
Attitude,habit,weather,people, environment ,atmosphere are all the contributing factors.
I'm regretting.
again
and again.

My night is still young.

i wanna study hard.
i promised to you and myself.
My night is still young.

i feel so guilty.
yun dated me out,
but i could not go.
she is leaving on 23rd feb.
i feel so bad.
i need to prepare my final exam.
but, i' ll try my best to meet her up asap.
probably i ll rush back to JB after my last exam paper which ended at 4.30 pm.
Gosh! so late.

Sorry guoming and weeloon.
what i had promised before, now, i could not make it .
SOrry~ i can't go out with both of u for "团拜"
hais. =)

How can it be?
Why my CNY is like this?

Man in the mirror ~

Man in the mirror

I'm gonna make a change,
for once im my life
It's gonna feel real good,
gonna make a diference
Gonna make it right...
As I, turn up the collar on
my favorite winter coat
This wind is blowing my mind
I see the kids in the streets,
with not enought to eat
Who am I to be blind?
Pretending not to see their needs
A summer disregard,a broken bottle top
And a one man soul
They follow each other on the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change
(Na na na, na na na, na na, na nah)
I've been a victim of a selfish kind of love
It's time that I realize
That there are some with no home, not a nickel to loan
Could it be really me, pretending that they're not alone?
A willow deeply scarred, somebody's broken heart
And a washed-out dream
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me
I'm talking with the man in the mirror
I'm asking you to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself, and then make a change
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that..
CHANGE!
(You gotta get it right, while you got the time)
('Cause when you close your heart)
You can't close your... your mind!
That man, that man, that man, that man
With the man in the mirror

A doubt ~

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go ‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away And today I’m officially missin’ you I thought that from this heartache, I could escape But I’ve fronted long enough to know There ain’t no way And today I’m officially missing you Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially... All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at all Well, I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say that I-I’m officially missin’ you Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do, hey, baby Said it stays on my mind And I-I’m officially Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby But I see there’s something I just can’t do From the

Happy CNY 2010 and Sweet valentine day !

Happy Harimau Year to everyone !
"Huat " arghhh!!!
my CNY crushes with my study week.
My 1st final exam paper is on this coming Friday.
So sad. my mood was spoilt by it!
hais.. how to hang out with friend ??
Where got mood to study??
How to enjoy my CNY??

Happy sweet valentine day to everyone !

This year quite special, chinese new year and valentine day both are on the same actual day.

=)

i like the program so much !
Thank You
it was creative and sweet.
now, i know what is programming .
It is something that can be controlled by you.
you can instruct it to do whatever that you want.
it deals with all the funny code number.
although , my one was so simple and sweet .
but, sincerely , it is really enough for me.
i was touched by it.

tears dropped

tears dropped.
i could not believe that i did badly in my practical test.
i did whatever i had memorized.
i followed the sequences.
but...
end up, wrong technique had been performed.
lots of marks were deducted.
i thought i did quite okie.
but when the assessor was mentioning my mistakes, i could not accept it.
because i did whatever had been taught in class.
i clarified with my classmates.
they said teacher taught us in this way before.
i clarified with the teacher again.
but...
i can felt her disappointment.

deducting the marks didn't hurt me much.
the most hurtful one was, i felt sorry and guilty to my teacher.
I wasted her effort.
Sorry teacher.

A speechless feeling is existing right now.

i LOve my friends

i m happy.
Friends are surrounding with me right now.
I love Them.
Now,the happiness exists in my world.
i found it back successfully.
Thank u.
i enjoy my life now,because of U.
terima kasih kepada kawanku.

Nursing research presentation.

baoling and i

Standard chartered 2009

PooPoooo~

my art work

A simple LOVE

a simple love.
i will share it with my
FAMILY
&
FRIENDS.

wanRing likes simple.
Don't dirt her mind.
Pure and simple mindset.