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my mind just like a piece of blank paper, it doesn't contain anything right now. I don't know what i want, i don't know what i like, i don't know who i love. What 'm i gonna to do now?

i feel like achieving a lot of targets that i set, but i just lack of motivation. i feel depressed when i can't achieve it. I blamed my laziness , sometimes , i just hate myself . Being such depressed isn't good for me, i know i should be cheerful, but i just can't do it.

i 'm suffering from hypersomnia right now, sleeping becomes my medication,i prescribe it by myself, it is able to cure all my unhappiness.